Surreal

So I am writing again , don’t know why
I swear I ain’t no mad, and I don’t lie
Crawling on the walls from dawn to dusk
Shouting out abuses from behind the mask
Well will anybody tell me why am I here
Don’t know the reason, on god I swear
Let me fly away in the beautiful night
To the crescent moon shining so bright
But then fall back I, hard on the lazy green earth
My back hurt now, as god reminds me my worth
Will I see the light of the day again
My unconscious mind asks me then
I close one eye and throw one leg
I aint so high, though I just had one peg
I try to speak but words, laugh at me
Don’t come near you, just let me be
Please don’t mess with me today
I may kick you hard and then run away…
Sorry to end this so abruptly
I have lost it completely, u see??